I just listened to this great podcast interview with Conan O'Brian. He said when he was younger and working part time jobs trying to make it as a comedian, all he ever wanted for his career and his life was for it to be interesting. That really made me stop and think... And yeah, I really agree with him. I've realized that the only times I was really unhappy was when things were boring, when I was stagnating in my art and not taking risks and trying new things. Not failing but not succeeding. It kinda made me see my life and my future in a new light. And I like it.
Keep it interesting!