Sometimes I fall into this false sense of security where I think I have gotten everything in my life really figured out. I think more than anything I want to believe I have figured it all out. Optimism abounds. Then something will inevitably happen, some new situation and I will not be prepared to handle it with as much grace as I would have thought I could. I know this is normal and I know that it hurts to grow but sometimes I really just need a solid time-out from life. There is no such thing though. I suppose if there was some of us would never want to tag back in. We have to go through it. This is life and this is art. We never really know if the decisions we make are right or wrong, or if there even is such a thing as right or wrong and maybe all there is are the things we have already done, the decisions we have already decided on and made. Right and wrong then become irrelevant.
So let's see what happens.